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Deacon Tom Writes,
“How Do I Love You? Let Me Count the Ways”
Third Sunday of Easter, Year C
It takes real courage to admit our mistakes. It takes more courage to move foreword and not be paralyzed or held back by mistakes of the past. Peter appears to have resumed his prior way of life as a fisherman after the death of Jesus, perhaps trying to forget those last days: Jesus’ brutal death, his own cowardly denying his friendship with Jesus, his inability to comprehend Jesus’ mysterious presence in the midst of his disciples. It was just too much for Peter to grasp!
It is understandable that Peter and the others would go back to a way of life that was most familiar to them, fishing. They could pick up where they had left off before Jesus called them and now put their ambition and energy back into rebuilding their business. But think about it! Do your really believe anyone could have put that kind of experience behind them and pick up where they left off? No way! Then, as now, that personal experience with Jesus leaves you changed for life. There is no going back. And that is the experience we find in today’s gospel as the Apostles flight to the safety of the past is very short lived.
This is more than Peter’s physical encounter with Jesus. It is the consequence of Peter’s coming to terms with himself, with his own failures and shortcomings, with his own fears and doubts. It is our privileged view into Peter’s soul-searching and honest self-reflection that leads to his confessing his love for Jesus. Only after this spiritual catharsis is Peter able to put to rest his failures and weaknesses, and, most importantly, to accept them for what they are. Once he comes to grips with his inner demons, he is ready to move forward to a new and heightened mental and spiritual life that awaits him. He is able to accept Christ’s forgiveness and even to forgive himself and embrace the work that Jesus gives him to do, “Feed my sheep.” Peter embraces this new mission with a renewed enthusiasm fueled by the power he has received from the Holy Spirit. He is now willing and able to assume his role as first among the Apostles and leads them on their mission to “Go, therefore, and make disciples of all nations…” MT 228:19.
Like Peter, many of us have had our “ups and downs” in our relationship with Jesus. We have had our share of doubts and fears and have often disappointed Jesus by our sinful behavior, by our bad choices, by “what we have done and by what we have failed to do.” Over time these actions become like a wedge and sever our relationship with Our Lord. But today’s gospel gives us all hope that we can never be far from God’s abundant mercy and forgiveness. Jesus will always come looking for us, to nourish us physically and spiritually and to bring us his healing presence and compassion so that we can begin again, renewed and restored.
Easter is a time of God renewing the whole world. And renewal is what we need now given the present state of our world. Let us embrace Our Risen Savior’s love and forgiveness and be renewed ourselves so that we may be able to experience the newness of life brought about through Christ’s suffering and death.
Enjoy the day!
Deacon Tom
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